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離別
人生無長, 有點感慨剛看到了朋友的外婆過世的留言感觸良多...我想要安慰她可是我是個不擅長安慰人的人不知道該這麼說才好. 叫他不要難過有點假,因為你一定會難過的嘛.好像你叫我不哭, 我眼淚還是會劈里啪啦的掉下來啊.如果說他在天上會過的很好的, 可我又怎麼知道他真的過的好不好啊?我不敢說.不知道為何?是因為看多了生離死別嗎? 做我這行的...我每看到病人離世我都會難過可是不哭了.只是心啾啾的不好受,只能說節哀順變. 說什麼都是多餘的.
送走至親 難過,傷心,後悔, 想在他有生之年做點什麼好讓他這一生中走的無悔. 我曾經錯過了..所以每一次看見或聽見朋友跟我說了這些他們的噩耗,我有時夜聲人靜,還是會想起小時候...難過還是會有,不管多久..讓時間忘掉一切都是藉口,還是會難過,不哭了只是眼眶泛淚.有時家人提起我也會默默不語,因為我知道我一定會崩潰.只能說我現在想起了小時候,有點打不下去了...
我在他的留言打了節哀順變,好好照顧自己...有些不好意思呢.
送走至親 難過,傷心,後悔, 想在他有生之年做點什麼好讓他這一生中走的無悔. 我曾經錯過了..所以每一次看見或聽見朋友跟我說了這些他們的噩耗,我有時夜聲人靜,還是會想起小時候...難過還是會有,不管多久..讓時間忘掉一切都是藉口,還是會難過,不哭了只是眼眶泛淚.有時家人提起我也會默默不語,因為我知道我一定會崩潰.只能說我現在想起了小時候,有點打不下去了...
我在他的留言打了節哀順變,好好照顧自己...有些不好意思呢.
My Trip to Hokkaido
Long time since i last posted haha very lazy. Just came back from Japan Hokkaido, is a happy and fun experience there although have been to Japan quite a lot of times but still there are always so much to see and explore. Friendly Japanese people over there, love hokkaido quite a lot cause is not so crowded like Tokyo and maybe friendlier as the population in Hokkaido is lesser than Taiwan so big the place yet population are lesser. ( They will tend to appreciate human and human relationship). There are more farms and agriculture over there i get to see a lot of cows, goats, but didn't get a chance to see a deer or a bear and foxs haha. They only come out at night. :p
This time in Hokkaido is my second time to see snow, first time is in Korea and i always believe that i am always lucky when going holiday get to see a lot of stuff hehe. I dun really like snow cause it gets too cold and i am wearing like a bear over there hahaha. I do love all the winter clothes but i won't dare to buy it no matter how pretty it is, cause in Singapore i won't have a chance to wear it sianz if i get a chance to stay there i will buy like siao hahaha.
Some special stuff/food to introduce to you guys if you get a chance to go Hokkaido.
1. Try their Lavender ice cream ( Available at Tomita farm and otaru)
2. 6-12 types of different flavor ice cream in 1( Only in Otaru)
3. Wasabe ice cream ( Only in Otaru near the canal, 1 of the shophouse)
4. Drink a cup of coffee/ tea to get their limited cup (Only in Otaru)
5. Hell valley beer noboribetsu beer ( only in Hell valley) * People who love beer might not really like the taste but is worth trying*
6. Corn, melon, Potato sweet ( Only in Hokkaido)*Melon sweet is nice*
7. Melon and corn kit-kat( only in Hokkaido)
8. Have a taste of asahi hokkaido beer ( Only in hokkaido)
9. Go to their mos burger try their beef and pork burger with hokkaido cheese and a cup of melon soda( Only in Hokkaido a certain time/ season only)
10. Have a taste of shiroi koibito and shiroi koibito cookie( shiroi koibitou available in hokkaido and narita airport, shiroi koibito cookie only in Ishiya chocolate factory)
11. Konbu ice cream ( Only at konbu museum)
Ok i know most of it are ice cream cause Hokkaido is famous for their milk lolz
This time in Hokkaido is my second time to see snow, first time is in Korea and i always believe that i am always lucky when going holiday get to see a lot of stuff hehe. I dun really like snow cause it gets too cold and i am wearing like a bear over there hahaha. I do love all the winter clothes but i won't dare to buy it no matter how pretty it is, cause in Singapore i won't have a chance to wear it sianz if i get a chance to stay there i will buy like siao hahaha.
Some special stuff/food to introduce to you guys if you get a chance to go Hokkaido.
1. Try their Lavender ice cream ( Available at Tomita farm and otaru)
2. 6-12 types of different flavor ice cream in 1( Only in Otaru)
3. Wasabe ice cream ( Only in Otaru near the canal, 1 of the shophouse)
4. Drink a cup of coffee/ tea to get their limited cup (Only in Otaru)
5. Hell valley beer noboribetsu beer ( only in Hell valley) * People who love beer might not really like the taste but is worth trying*
6. Corn, melon, Potato sweet ( Only in Hokkaido)*Melon sweet is nice*
7. Melon and corn kit-kat( only in Hokkaido)
8. Have a taste of asahi hokkaido beer ( Only in hokkaido)
9. Go to their mos burger try their beef and pork burger with hokkaido cheese and a cup of melon soda( Only in Hokkaido a certain time/ season only)
10. Have a taste of shiroi koibito and shiroi koibito cookie( shiroi koibitou available in hokkaido and narita airport, shiroi koibito cookie only in Ishiya chocolate factory)
11. Konbu ice cream ( Only at konbu museum)
Ok i know most of it are ice cream cause Hokkaido is famous for their milk lolz
Result have released and yup i am very happy with my result for getting grade that i have never been able to get in my 3 years of poly life thinking of i might fail some of the subject thinking the worst of it, i even plan of retaking and how am i going to cope wahaha ok that is a bad dream anyway i got a distinction, an A, 3B , 1C+ and 2 C. Maybe friends that doesn't know me very well will feel that this isn't that great anyway but yup to mi is really good enough i never get an A in my entire life maybe yup in secondary school and primary school for Chinese. XD My friends are C and D they always appear in my report book, A and B always run away from me and yeah~!~! now i have become friends with them alright goodbye D, please don't come back, when i continue to study. Nonetheless i must thank all my friends, that really scolded me, support me, teaches me without them i will be the same old me~!~!~! Really touch~!~! and i am really happy and lucky to know you guys.
Alright and another thing to thank my friends of is at my chalet thanks everyone for the birthday wishes and gift really happy and touch. Is a really memorable birthday celebration in my 21 year of life i never really like to celebrate birthday and even eat cakes but because my sis told me is 21st leh must have something and she gave me 2 birthday gift choice , chalet or go overseas ( obviously she pay) i choose chalet cause i want to have a friends gathering didn't know that organizing chalet is so tiring....it won't happen again i think wahaha~!~!~! Talk our hearts out that day too haha they should really appreciate the things told to them best wishes~!~!~!
F1 ROCKS~!~!~!~! went yesterday cool but yet angry with the organiser every end of an artiste performance, people have to wait, watch advertisement then the SKW will have to push in the instrument test here and there. and the most ridiculous is from Amit to Mr Jacky part woah~!~!~! everyone like waited for more than 20min if i am not wrong and people are getting really impatient the crew are like testing here and there no DJ to take up the empty break really BORED~! Mr Jacky even apologize for them wat the!!!! he also have been waiting. His performance was great really shocked haha can't even recognized him his hair he is really funny and interesting man. Every performer are great DA MOUTH, Soda Green, Ah mei/ Amit and Mr Jacky Cheung.
Some technical problem happened when Soda Green sang their new song 狂熱. and poor soda green are like don't know wat to do, they waited for 3 mins and we look at them they look at us shrug their shoulders, give us ???? face, our face are like wat happened? finally a PD or a back stage person came out and bring them in DJ come out to tell us what happened haiz really bad luckily soda green are still as great they sing the song again and maybe they earn to promote their new album again.
Anyway i was really very tired by then but watever is still as nice without the test here test there part they are lucky the performances are great.
Alright and another thing to thank my friends of is at my chalet thanks everyone for the birthday wishes and gift really happy and touch. Is a really memorable birthday celebration in my 21 year of life i never really like to celebrate birthday and even eat cakes but because my sis told me is 21st leh must have something and she gave me 2 birthday gift choice , chalet or go overseas ( obviously she pay) i choose chalet cause i want to have a friends gathering didn't know that organizing chalet is so tiring....it won't happen again i think wahaha~!~!~! Talk our hearts out that day too haha they should really appreciate the things told to them best wishes~!~!~!
F1 ROCKS~!~!~!~! went yesterday cool but yet angry with the organiser every end of an artiste performance, people have to wait, watch advertisement then the SKW will have to push in the instrument test here and there. and the most ridiculous is from Amit to Mr Jacky part woah~!~!~! everyone like waited for more than 20min if i am not wrong and people are getting really impatient the crew are like testing here and there no DJ to take up the empty break really BORED~! Mr Jacky even apologize for them wat the!!!! he also have been waiting. His performance was great really shocked haha can't even recognized him his hair he is really funny and interesting man. Every performer are great DA MOUTH, Soda Green, Ah mei/ Amit and Mr Jacky Cheung.
Some technical problem happened when Soda Green sang their new song 狂熱. and poor soda green are like don't know wat to do, they waited for 3 mins and we look at them they look at us shrug their shoulders, give us ???? face, our face are like wat happened? finally a PD or a back stage person came out and bring them in DJ come out to tell us what happened haiz really bad luckily soda green are still as great they sing the song again and maybe they earn to promote their new album again.
Anyway i was really very tired by then but watever is still as nice without the test here test there part they are lucky the performances are great.
On the 29/8/09 before goin to the concert, we went out to mustafa and also went to eat at Apolo the banana leaf. My first time at banana leaf although i live at little india XDDD the food was quite nice wahaha brayani rice and nan woah~!~! heaven~!~! After eating they went to our house to take a look cause they never see HDB flat before. haha nt i wanna brag about my flat but it realli hav a very nice view and i live so high somemore . Night view is even better can see the singapore view XDD. oh..ya we also bring our Japan friend to eat durian and they try it 1 like it and the other 1 say is ok haha XDDD, it is still a very new experience for them.
DNA concert rocks~!~! I didn't went on the 28th concert althought i realli wanna go but ya no $$, so i went on the 29th, my sis went for both :'(. But i still feel that is alright lah 29th concert is still as cool so doesn't matter lah. heard that on the 28th mr rock sing for his son 伊呀呀, but on the 29th mr masa sing 明白. I like 明白more very nice. XDDD when they singing about the last song the effects keep spitting out 紙削. Then i see the front 3 row paper all covered in white lah, how to sing i think they are eating paper loh. XDD Both day they also sing until 12++am so please people dun bombah them liao lah they quite poor thing sing until so tired. Went to eat supper as usual tahan until 3am reach hm again at 4am.
Now is time to rot at hm cause holiday started with a lot of bbq party haha. sianz. Playing game haha. wanna share some photos with u guys but yup go facebook can see liao. XDDD
DNA concert rocks~!~! I didn't went on the 28th concert althought i realli wanna go but ya no $$, so i went on the 29th, my sis went for both :'(. But i still feel that is alright lah 29th concert is still as cool so doesn't matter lah. heard that on the 28th mr rock sing for his son 伊呀呀, but on the 29th mr masa sing 明白. I like 明白more very nice. XDDD when they singing about the last song the effects keep spitting out 紙削. Then i see the front 3 row paper all covered in white lah, how to sing i think they are eating paper loh. XDD Both day they also sing until 12++am so please people dun bombah them liao lah they quite poor thing sing until so tired. Went to eat supper as usual tahan until 3am reach hm again at 4am.
Now is time to rot at hm cause holiday started with a lot of bbq party haha. sianz. Playing game haha. wanna share some photos with u guys but yup go facebook can see liao. XDDD
Yeah~!~!~! exam have finally ended have a really tense week from last week until yesterday. On last week sat after my 2 paper i still hav a performance to attend to. haha I am quite surprise myself that i am performing cause my exam clash with this haha. I told them already i will be in since the start and i am not goin to back up cause is bad, so i hav to priorise my time for study and dance. haha hope to go through this tough battle *pray hard * But watever is finally over and my friend is really nice to give me support and yesterday mi and jane went to hav dinner after exam at our "lao di fang" haha. Talk a lot and even come out with a song when we are waiting for our ice cream. i juz found that i am like transparent to all the waiter / waitress when i rise my hand nobody care about mi. :'( but if other people they will be attend to immediately sad. Jane went crazy on our way to go shopping we keep comin out with songs that we change the lyrics to suit our feeling XDDD so funny lah she not her. After exam syndrome i think tat's make us very happy.
After we had our dinner, i receive an sms from my sister to go out with her to our another lao di fang for supper. haha i agreed to go cause our Japan friend hav just arrived in singapore. Whom we hav not seen them in a long time. Is really veri tiring for them a morning flight until they reached in singapore around 8++pm then we tell them to take a rest first then we go to pick them up around 1045++. My very funny sister lost her way again, so we bring our Japan friends for a Singapore night de tour XDDD. My japanese "deprove" lolz realli hav to buck up liao haiz realli long time never study and use only at occasional time, like events lolz. I also found out that if i listen to more korean song my japanese deprove too should i stop listening to korea song haha. Japan pls come out songs that i like please no more R&B i wanna faintttt ~!~!~liaooo ~!~!~! * singing* lolz
They are very nice friend and very polite haha although i know but still ya wanna say again. Feel so bad lah yesterday rain so heavy lah XDDD so izzt realli mr chen fault ??? i also dunno but my sis say once he come Singapore the day always rain veri heavily thanks huh 雨神. Make all drench and wet ya but we still never see u haha but watever juz feel sorry for our friends from Japan they didn't hav a chance to see them. nvm we still got their crew to see haha. But no matter wat the person there are not important most important is the food veri nice althought i hav eaten but ya 美食当前怎麼能抗拒呢. Thanks a lot for the present masami and noriko san~!~!~! realli very nice of them always bring us gift and we also prepare gift for both of them hehe. 禮上往來. We send them back to their hotel around 130++am, yes is am haha then when we reach hm is around 2++ haha.
Today and tml i still hav to go attend to concert and realli dunno if can go for debriefing for my dance cause i am meeting them tml at 1330pm to bring them around in singapore haha clash again haiz, hav to go inform our sirs in charge. I think i cannt sleep well again sadded.
After we had our dinner, i receive an sms from my sister to go out with her to our another lao di fang for supper. haha i agreed to go cause our Japan friend hav just arrived in singapore. Whom we hav not seen them in a long time. Is really veri tiring for them a morning flight until they reached in singapore around 8++pm then we tell them to take a rest first then we go to pick them up around 1045++. My very funny sister lost her way again, so we bring our Japan friends for a Singapore night de tour XDDD. My japanese "deprove" lolz realli hav to buck up liao haiz realli long time never study and use only at occasional time, like events lolz. I also found out that if i listen to more korean song my japanese deprove too should i stop listening to korea song haha. Japan pls come out songs that i like please no more R&B i wanna faintttt ~!~!~liaooo ~!~!~! * singing* lolz
They are very nice friend and very polite haha although i know but still ya wanna say again. Feel so bad lah yesterday rain so heavy lah XDDD so izzt realli mr chen fault ??? i also dunno but my sis say once he come Singapore the day always rain veri heavily thanks huh 雨神. Make all drench and wet ya but we still never see u haha but watever juz feel sorry for our friends from Japan they didn't hav a chance to see them. nvm we still got their crew to see haha. But no matter wat the person there are not important most important is the food veri nice althought i hav eaten but ya 美食当前怎麼能抗拒呢. Thanks a lot for the present masami and noriko san~!~!~! realli very nice of them always bring us gift and we also prepare gift for both of them hehe. 禮上往來. We send them back to their hotel around 130++am, yes is am haha then when we reach hm is around 2++ haha.
Today and tml i still hav to go attend to concert and realli dunno if can go for debriefing for my dance cause i am meeting them tml at 1330pm to bring them around in singapore haha clash again haiz, hav to go inform our sirs in charge. I think i cannt sleep well again sadded.
